I’ve got needs, lots of them. Yes, I need to get railed not only regular but frequent basis. Everyday… multiple times a day. Specifically when I’m involved. Think you’re up for the task?
Enter my newest boy toy… he’s a cute nerdy type whose day job is a grip for Fox. He works 12+ hours a day with some major shortage of days off during the peak season. He doesn’t want to share me. For a poly, this is…
So on days when the boy is working and what not, I do threaten to go off and get it elsewhere. Is it assinine? Yes, admittedly so.
Before I left for San Francisco for example (before we became official) I told him-
“While I’m up there fucking someone else, I want you to remember… that it’s nothing to do with how I feel about you. In fact, you should feel better about it because all it really is would be friends/sex.”
“So I should feel lucky that I’m not getting lucky… Check”
It’s no secret that I enjoy my dating and sexual romps.
A friend of mine messaged me last night and asked
“How are you temptress?”
Funny.. he had no clue that’s the latest nickname that people have given me.
I’m safe about my sex and am actually selective on whom I bed. A friend once summed it up perfectly:
“Poly means quantity, not all.”
Something that a lot of people may not realize: I am tantric in between lovers. It’s probably why my sex drive is so high when I’m involved. I do not even own a sex toy.
The grip tells me that he doesn’t want to hold me back, and that I should be free to do whatever I like. While I know this is a guilt trip, I also remind him of the poly status.
“Don’t tell me stuff like that unless you mean it.. because I will go get it elsewhere if I don’t get it from you dear..”
“It’s a tax write-off..”
He was supposed to have the day off today. Instead he’s helping a friend out with Deal or No Deal. There’s a cute musician down the street from me… working remotely wondering what I’m up to.
He better get off work soon.. it’s been days and I’m rather tempted.