Just by being
I glow
Because of me
But then you come into the picture…
And make me more.
Just by being
I glow
Because of me
But then you come into the picture…
And make me more.
everywhere i look..
there you are.
why
why
why
do you haunt me so..
if you don’t want to be with me.
love is illogical
there can be no other explanation.
Did I ever tell you that I write notes everywhere?
In between the spaces.
So mundane that like time, so many people forget.
But therein lies a secret
That
They
Fail
To
See.
Forever encased
In awe and wonder
Evermore for its simple complexity.
+++
8.7
ill use your words to uplift you.
to bait you.
to entranze you.
to mate you..
to make you want to hate you…
etcetera etcetera.
so–
be careful the words that escape you.
they shall be your crux of fate.
**
choose wisely.
9.7
and then i looked before jumping into that abyss and realized it was going to be alright.. because it was all an illusion and it was really just you. and i just closed my eyes and clicked my heels.. and wished that you never left.
im ready to say it finally…
thank you.
thank you.
thank you.
i can finally rest easy.
it wasn’t me.
it really wasn’t.
and maybe it wasn’t you either.
maybe..
maybe..
does any of that matter?
its just details.
no point in putting blame where none is necessary anywhere.
goodbye.
wow.
i didn’t think id ever be able to close that book as snugly.
finally.
finally.
-fin-
***
originally written about my first love, but aptly suited for the current standings. No not about the grip, btw
Sometimes i wish i could throw away emotion and just let the animal take over.
It never works for very long.
So i sit in silent slumber… wait for someone who can take my breath away in more than just that carnal way…
the one who’s going to make my toes curl with just mere words.
and he says “someday you’ll find him I’m sure.”
—
4.18.7
And yet we press on…
fleeting moments dropped like petals by the wayside
revel and astound
forgiven but not forgotten
How did we come to this precipice?
I don’t know..
and more so..
I don’t care anymore.
I kick my feet along the waves of the ocean shore and smile back while my lover tugs my hand a little.
In the moonlight
In the wakes of dreams and passions
Nothing matters
Not even an invisible man
Pan the screen to the stars above
of twinkling specs of destiny and demise
Back to the girl with a glint in her eyes
of dancing in a beautiful long flowing dress and soft sweet endearing kisses
You are but a memory..
fading fading into the realm of nonexistent, but once existent .
Darling dear…
now weary and shaken
And they threw down the years like bricks off a skyscraper made of paper giants
a little skip to the offstep two step twirl twirl twirl
He asked me to sing to him and I wanted to croon at just the thought
All is not lost
even in tangled arms
and so it goes
time- tossed overboard
today I’ll write your name in the sand and watch it disappear
Because
In the wakes of dreams and passions
Nothing matters
Not even an invisible man
You are but a memory..
fading fading into the realm of nonexistent, but once existent.
summer in San Diego…
oh how do i miss thee.
this year?
this year?
maybe the fall.
i hope.
i hope.