Submission

Despite that I would more or less admit to being a switch, and am obedient in matters with the lover that makes it past my microscope, in some ways I feel as if I am constantly being tested with submissions.
Two things are at the top of my mind:
My submission to a 9-5 steady gig, and.. [...]

Gold stars for you: Moving is more than moving

I haven’t talked to her in a few months.  We’d said that we were going to talk more.  We used to be best friends.  You know, back before he happened.
I introduced her to her boyfriend- a guy I knew from a website around the same I started to date Big.  While we all know what [...]

In the blink of a moment

There were two meetings for coffee yesterday.  One was with a friend/business associate, the other was with a friend/former business associate.
Quite frankly both of those meetings were exceedingly important to me.
With things making a turn for the worst with Mr, and well… the quest for a 9-5 still ongoing, the interludes were…  pretty helpful for [...]

Ownership

Did I tell you once that you are the kind of girl that guys want to own?”

I paused and withdrew a bit as he continued. As we talked, we came to many conclusions.

“Too much honesty.”

Perhaps so. No… he’s right. Part of the problem is that I have been too honest. Part of the problem is that amidst my open honesty with others, I have failed in areas within myself.

Apathetic and vibrancy… the merge of introverted and extroverted.

Two worlds which coexist, but when joined can result in a transferrance of volatility, passion, and…

Understanding.

I am scrubbing away with a fever. Despite the imperfections, they both may very well be perfect.

Rise and shine.

Dear diary,
Right now it seems more than ever I am being tested.  My demons of my past are surfacing.  My demons from the present are merging.  I am slaying dragons and am… still in the tower.  I am not the damsel in distress.  I’m fighting my way out.
On the horizon stands the most worthwhile prince [...]

Insert Transmission Here

Well I love you life.  Sometimes… you’re just unbelievable.
It’s been a series of unfortunate events.   There’s a few flies in the ointment.  A few…wrenches in my gears.
Things around here are just… well this weekend started with a major misunderstanding.  It was something small that escalated, and while there was a result, I’m not really quite [...]

Diving Back in: Muse for Hire Goes Overdrive

I have a confession to make.
I have been focusing more on my web series project (one that bloomed out of its parent project) more than I have the documentary for quite some time now.
My computer hit the max and I needed to get another hard drive.
Between that and a litany of other things, the project [...]

Time Outs and Outings: Betties & Greasers Makeovers and Night on the Town

Things got a little out of hand.  It’s been a… ride of a week.  If I had a time machine I would erase that one moment.. that one silly text that really.
I hadn’t been classy.
As it would turn out though, it was perfect timing.  Friday nights silly joking around text escalated into another defcon level.  [...]

Letter from a gentle man

Want to know if a man really cares about you?  It’s one that I wouldn’t recommend…
It’s the little things.
Maybe you can catch what I’m referring to by looking at the picture and video below.
These were taken before and after a long night out drinking at the Orange County Yelp Elite ‘Stache Bash.
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I aspire to be a cat burgler minus the cat and the burgler-ing

In the silence, come the answers.
If you really want to get an idea of how someone’s life is, you can just go inside their home and let the stuff do the talking. They say that you can tell alot about a person by their home.  What they don’t tell you is that this is a [...]