Don’t date me just because…

epilogue:
I’m very interested in a lot of things asian.  I identify with the culture and also have asian children.  But because of the color of my skin, it was enough to negate any sort of romantic interest… he said it simply wasn’t there, yet when he was here, he was on my back giving me [...]

project organization: step 2, rediscovering… found exerpts

I have a lot of notebooks. There’s something about hand written letters and prose that’s.. it’s an artful experience in the process itself. Expression. The feel of a pen. The paper underneath your palm. The motions of scrawling away.. fast.. slow.. constant.. etcetera.
While working away at a project this weekend, [...]

Project: life organization- step 1

A couple of weeks ago I went on a date with a gentleman who I’ll just call Vegas.  He moved here not too long ago after a series of unfortunate events that ultimately lead him to eventually get his dream job- working as an artist in a land of childish animation.
I forget exactly how we [...]

fade

everywhere i look..
there you are.
why
why
why
do you haunt me so..
if you don’t want to be with me.
love is illogical
there can be no other explanation.

Monday…

is going to be a lonnnng day for me.  First day of work and then the Vlogfest Reunion.
I need to stock up on chai and necessities tomorrow.  Sunday shall not be a sunday funday this week.. ah on the sabbath she shall rest.
So if you need me… I’ll be here and there.  But mostly on [...]

breathing room

Last night I should have been at the W.  Or I’d heard it was the W.  I’d heard it was the Edison.  I saw the tweets a couple hours after I’d gotten back from the bar.  I’d gone to watch some good ole baseball at our regular spot in Culver with one of my guy [...]

once…

Once upon a time all i desired in the world was to be with you.  I did everything I could just for those moments.  I felt levity like I hadn’t ever felt.  When I left, I left a piece of me.  You had me from long ago.
Once upon a time I loved you more than [...]

in the name of entertainment!

Dear inconsiderate and shallow people of the greater Los Angeles area,
I understand that the fire might not be near you or your friends.
I understand that you don’t care to hear about it constantly on your favorite networks because you’d rather watch your coveted soaps.
I sincerely thank you for giving back to the economy with that [...]

off the radar update

It’s been a good couple of weeks since I’ve really made a cameo into the social scene but that’s about to be changed.  I’ve been pounding the virtual pavement feverishly for leads… to be given an offer a few weeks ago.  I was very optimistic about the position as its within the industry I have [...]

Illegible.

Did I ever tell you that I write notes everywhere?

In between the spaces.

So mundane that like time, so many people forget.

But therein lies a secret

That

They

Fail

To

See.

Forever encased

In awe and wonder

Evermore for its simple complexity.

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