And the rest is up to destiny

Interview this morning.  The big one.
If I get this job, I have the apartment.. I become a San Diego resident within the month.  If not, the clock goes back a bit.. I stay here in Claremont a bit longer.  I save some more money.  I remain focused on the goal.  3 more months is all [...]

sometimes you just have to smile and nod

“Your heart is in San Diego.. It’s quite obvious…” she said in a rushed disdain.
She’s right.  I never denied that.  But I know how I work… and that statement has nothing to do with that.
Friends and work.. the few times that I’ve tried to do that… heh… reminded once again why I really don’t.
“I think [...]

ah thats right, ill bend over again now…

Something very personal needed to be done yesterday. It was extremely important, and needing to be taken care of in a last minute fashion.
I’ve dealt with lawyers that have had more ethical practices than what I walked into yesterday. It started first by a 10pm phone call the other night on my way [...]

hiroshimas and bandaids

It’s been a crazy few days.  Let’s just leave it at that.  Trips to LA and SD.. social media events, job hunting, roommate shannigans.. ah but I spose all of that is normal, specifically in a California lifestyle.
And people watch the accidents on the freeway because there’s a bit of beauty in chaos.  But you [...]

Waiting is wasting for people like me-unfinished1

They say that goodbye is never easy.. and you know something?  Even when you think it’s going to be.. it really isn’t.
Days off for me are relatively non existant.  My schedule is always booked.  When I say I don’t have time.. I mean it.  I have to make appointments to sleep.  I work too much [...]

Parallel

They travel in the same circles…
but they’re so difficult to catch up with…
Good luck, buddy.  She left 5 minutes ago.
The near misses
The buildup
Anticipation
Digital dreams in reality coincide
Episode?
Ongoing.
Exploration
Cat and Mouse 2.0
tag, you’re it.
Not it not it not it not it
But you’ll never catch me…
you’ll never catch me…
you’ll…
you may have…
already..
cat and mouse
cat and mouse
cat…
mouse.

What’s love got to do with it?

Seriously. A couple of my coworkers were talking today about how one of them moved in with her boyfriend.
“Are you in love?” they asked.
“Um yeah, we’ve been together 3 years.” she said.
And I was thinking… why is that an assumption so many people make? It doesn’t necessarily have to mean that. [...]

prelude

Trannies. Botched plans.  Changes of venue.  Short red skirts…
“Actually, it’s skorts…”
Corrected values.
Dress code fau paus.
Pictures not viewable to the internet… but saved for further blackmail.
New friends.
New adventures.
Blurred colored lights.
Vanity.
Though surprisingly not blow.
It’s just another night in LA.  Business as usual.
She said that we’d only be gone an hour as we left his place.  He said [...]

Assplay

It’s all about ass today.  Yes, ass ass ass ass.. and no, not guys I date for once.
Last night before going to work the only pair of pants I could find were a green pair of skinny jeans.  I haven’t worn them in forever.  I’m not sure why exactly, I just haven’t.
Everytime I see a [...]

the visit- session 1

Scene: Suburbia.  The trees look like they’re out of a Norman Rockwell painting.  The city square is retro in style with a modern feel.  It’s got it’s share of little shops dotting the centre.  There’s a man reading the paper with his dog.  Children on bikes outside a 50s diner.  It’s a hot day.  Warm [...]